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ok my last post has caused a minor stir. some of my friends are appaled that i would write such 'racy' stuff. one of them (you know who you are) unkindly said that im trying to be a bimbo and getting rid of any intellectual pretensions that i may have had.

ok so no more raunchy posts for a while. at least until i get my spotless reputation back. then i can go about destroying it again.

whats new in my life is that i am beginning to get exasparated at all the redsox fans who cant stop crowing about the world series. ok i got it. you guys won. im happy for you. i even bought a pennant. now will you stop it.

just to make my point i will now cheer for the chicago cubs. theyre the only team that are even bigger losers than the redsox. so there.

super slutty me !!!

ok. im back after a week of debauchery. i have completely ruined my reputation among my friends. it was fun tho :)

did something uncharacteristically wild on new years eve. went to rain for their nye bash with the usual gang. really beginning to enjoy myself esp after 3 cocktails. then we started draggin these guys to the dance floor. so far it was going well. then im not sure what happened but i started making out with this guy. i have no idea why. i dont think i really wanted to but i just got into the moment then. this was really not something i do. i mean i dont even know his name!!! i stopped when rohini pulled me away. she was soooo shcoked! i dont think shell ever talk to me again. hee hee hee.

i really hope none of my classmates saw my activities. especially f who is such a creep anyway. the guy himself was pretty nice. i mean he didnt try to grope me or anything even though i was all over him. oh god im beginning to sound like such a slut.

well i shouldnt be so sorry. it was fun in a way. though i dont think ill try it again. i know that rohini will dtop aassociating with me if i try anything like it. julia was pretty cool but i think even she was surprised.

ok that was the confession for the day. now i feel better.